Chapter 12 - What They Could Finally Say Out Loud

The meeting took place in a child-services conference room in Columbus.
Emma did not attend. Her therapist wrote down the questions she wanted Lauren to ask.
Rebecca sat beside her attorney. Diane sat at the other end of the table, leaving an empty chair between them.
Their alliance had not survived the investigation.
Lauren placed Emma’s first question on the table.
Why did you take my medicine before I was sick?
Rebecca stared at the paper.
“Mom said Emma relied on it psychologically,” she answered. “She said if the pouch stayed visible, Emma would convince herself she was reacting.”
Diane turned toward her. “You’re the one who put it on the refrigerator.”
“Because you told me to.”
Diane’s lips tightened.
Lauren unfolded the next question.
Who gave Emma the pastry?
Diane looked down at her hands.
“I cut both of them.”
“That wasn’t the question,” Lauren said.
Rebecca’s voice sharpened. “Tell her.”
Diane raised her eyes.
“I placed a small piece on Emma’s plate.”
Lauren felt her nails pressing into her palms beneath the table.
“You read the nurse’s warning.”
“I thought the clinic was protecting itself. Doctors always give the most frightening answer.”
“You knew cashews caused her strongest reaction.”
“I believed she had outgrown it.”
“You believed that strongly enough to risk her life, but not strongly enough to leave her medication within reach.”
Diane’s face changed.
For the first time, the confidence disappeared without being replaced by anger.
Rebecca began crying, but even then she defended the trip.
“My business was dying,” she said. “I had loans, two kids, and a sponsor who wanted one simple family day. Every event became about restaurant calls and separate food and whether Emma felt strange.”
Lauren looked at her sister.
“You thought Emma was the problem because accommodating her made your life less attractive.”
Rebecca flinched.
Diane’s motive was less visible but deeper.
After Caleb died, she had spent nearly two years helping Lauren. She resented the dependence she had agreed to and the authority Lauren exercised over Emma’s care. Proving the allergy was exaggerated would have made Diane right about Lauren being overprotective.
It would also have justified every joke and every ignored rule.
“I never wanted her to die,” Diane whispered.
Lauren unfolded Emma’s final question.
Why did you leave after I said I couldn’t breathe?
Neither woman answered.
Their excuses had explained the test.
Nothing explained the abandonment except fear of consequences and the decision to value themselves more than the child on the floor.
The caseworker closed her folder.
“You had an opportunity to seek help,” she said. “You chose the driveway.”
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Rebecca covered her face.
Diane stared at the empty chair between them.