Chapter 1 - The Man Outside the Kitchen

Leo’s palm struck my face before I had both feet inside the kitchen.
My shoulder slammed into the dining table. The metal pot in his other hand clipped the side of my head, sending a bright flash across my vision. I folded over instinctively, one arm around my abdomen and the other gripping the table edge.
“Do you know what time it is, you useless bitch?” he shouted. “My mother and I are starving.”
A half-empty pizza box sat three feet away.
Grease had soaked through the cardboard. Two paper plates were stacked beside it, smeared with sauce. They had eaten hours ago.
I tried to speak, but my mouth tasted like blood.
“I was in the ER.”
Leo shoved the pot onto the counter so hard the handle bounced. Behind him, his mother, Helen, stood in the doorway wearing her dark house dress and slippers. She didn’t ask why I was still in hospital scrubs. She didn’t look at the discharge bracelet around my wrist.
She looked at the blood beginning to run from my nose and said, “Don’t make this more dramatic than it is.”
Leo jabbed a finger toward the dirty kitchen floor.
“ER or not, you still clean and feed us.”
When I reached for the table to steady myself, he grabbed my shoulder and jerked me upright. Pain tore through my lower abdomen. My knees almost gave out.
“I lost the baby tonight,” I said.
The words came quietly.
Leo stared at me as though I had changed the subject.
Then his mouth twisted.
“Then stop whining and make dinner.”
He lifted the pot again.
I stopped moving.
Not because I had accepted what was coming. Because over Leo’s shoulder, beyond Helen’s rigid figure, I saw someone standing outside the open back door.
My father.
Daniel Mercer was still wearing the brown jacket he had worn when he picked me up from Allegheny General Hospital. I had told him to stay in the car. I had told him I could walk into my own house alone.
Now he stood on the back step, one hand braced against the doorframe, watching another man raise a kitchen pot over his daughter.
His face looked emptied of blood.
Leo followed my stare and turned.
My father did not charge into the room. He did not shout. He looked at Leo’s raised arm, the way Leo blocked the doorway, the untouched cleaning supplies lined up beside my purse, and the half-eaten pizza on the table.
Then he said something that made Leo’s arm freeze.
“I know exactly what you’re going to say next.”
Leo lowered the pot by an inch.
Helen’s expression changed before anyone else moved.
May you like
She recognized my father.
And until that moment, I had never known they had met.