Chapter 14 - His Last Chance to Say It Himself
They met at Laura's attorney's office two days before the hearing.
Not for a dramatic negotiation.
Most of the agreement had already been discussed.
The unanswered issue was whether Mark would sign.
He sat with his attorney at one end of the conference table.
Laura sat opposite him.
Sienna and Evelyn were there because both were expected witnesses if the matter proceeded.
Mark read the proposed conditions twice.
“This makes me look like I'm dangerous.”
Laura said, “It says your visits are supervised.”
“Exactly.”
“It doesn't say you're never seeing Noah again.”
“For now.”
“Yes. For now.”
Mark looked toward Sienna.
“You happy?”
“No.”
That seemed to unsettle him.
He had expected anger.
Maybe victory.
Sienna felt neither.
Laura folded her hands.
“You can do the classes. You can do counseling. You can show up consistently. You can prove that Noah is more important than being right.”
Mark looked at her.
“And if I do all that?”
“Then we deal with where things are then.”
“No guarantees.”
“No.”
Mark leaned back.
Sienna remembered how often her father demanded certainty from people after giving them none.
His attorney spoke quietly to him.
Mark listened.
Then shook his head.
“I can't sign something based on a lie.”
Laura's face tightened.
“What lie?”
“That I knowingly let somebody hurt my son.”
Sienna spoke before anyone else could.
“Then say what happened.”
Mark looked at her.
“You want me to humiliate myself.”
“No.”
“You've been trying to prove I'm some monster for six weeks.”
“No. I've been trying to make you stop turning what happened into something everybody else did to you.”
He stared at her.
Sienna continued.
“You saw Noah in that jar.”
Mark looked toward his attorney.
“You stayed outside.”
His attorney said, “Mark—”
“You ended your call before you came in.”
Mark's face reddened.
“Because I panicked.”
“Then say that.”
“I've said it.”
“No. You say you panicked like panic is weather. Say what you were afraid of.”
He looked toward Laura.
For a moment, Sienna thought he might finally do it.
Laura waited.
Evelyn waited.
Mark looked down at the agreement.
“I was afraid she'd take him.”
Laura's eyes filled.
Mark continued before he could stop himself.
“I thought if she heard what was happening, I'd lose him.”
Sienna felt Evelyn inhale beside her.
Mark closed his eyes.
“And for a few seconds, that mattered more to me than opening the door.”
Nobody answered immediately.
Mark's attorney looked at him.
Laura looked at Noah's photograph on her phone lying faceup beside the papers.
Then Mark pulled the agreement toward himself.
He signed.
The hearing would still occur.
The court still had to review the arrangement.
The investigation would continue.
Nothing had magically ended.
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But the last explanation Mark had spent six weeks protecting was gone.
He had finally said the part that made accountability unavoidable.
