Chapter 2 - WHAT ETHAN HAD TOLD HIS FIANCÉEEthan took off his suit jacket and put it around my shoulders.
I almost laughed.
The thing probably cost more than every outfit I owned combined, and within seconds it was soaked through.
“Mom, are you hurt?”
“No.”
“Did she hit you?”
“No.”
Vanessa found her voice.
“She lied about who she was.”
Ethan turned.
“She told you she was my mother.”
“She said she knew you.”
“I said I was his mother twice,” I corrected.
Patricia stepped between us.
“This woman arrived uninvited, improperly dressed, carrying a suspicious bag—”
“Patricia.”
Ethan’s voice was quiet.
She stopped.
I had rarely heard him speak that way.
He looked at Vanessa.
“You sprayed her with a hose?”
Vanessa folded her arms.
“I thought she was trying to get into the party.”
“So you sprayed her?”
“She wouldn't leave.”
Patricia said:
“Ethan, nobody knew who she was.”
I looked at my son.
“That appears to be true.”
His face changed.
“Mom.”
“Why?”
Vanessa turned toward him.
“Yes, Ethan.”
Her voice sharpened.
“Why?”
Nobody cared about the hose for several seconds.
That surprised me.
Humiliation had been replaced by something stronger.
Suspicion.
Vanessa stared at the man she was supposed to marry.
“You told me your mother wasn't part of your life.”
Ethan swallowed.
I felt the ground shift beneath me.
“What?”
He looked at me.
“That's not exactly what I said.”
“What exactly did you say?”
He glanced around.
Guests were still watching.
“Can we go inside?”
“No.”
“Mom.”
“No.”
For most of his life, I had protected Ethan from public embarrassment.
When he failed algebra, I didn't tell his father until Ethan was ready.
When he got drunk at seventeen and threw up in the neighbor's azaleas, I cleaned the evidence before his grandmother arrived.
When his first business failed, I told relatives he had “changed directions.”
My son had been cushioned by my discretion for thirty-five years.
I had just been sprayed across Patricia Mitchell’s lawn like garbage.
I was finished managing the atmosphere.
“Tell me what you told her.”
Ethan rubbed one hand over his face.
“That we were complicated.”
“We are?”
“No.”
His answer came quickly.
Then he corrected himself.
“We weren't.”
Vanessa stared.
“You said she depended on you financially.”
I looked at Ethan.
He closed his eyes.
That was when I understood this wasn't one lie.
“What?”
Vanessa continued.
“You said you paid part of her rent.”
“I own my house.”
Patricia frowned.
“A small house.”
I looked at her.
“Yes. A small house I own.”
Vanessa said:
“You told me she sometimes showed up asking for money.”
I actually laughed.
Ethan whispered:
“Mom.”
“No. This is interesting.”
I removed his jacket.
Folded it.
Handed it back.
“Apparently I've learned a great deal about myself today.”
Vanessa was becoming angry for a different reason.
“You told me she had problems after your father died.”
My husband, Robert, had died six years earlier from pancreatic cancer.
I had problems afterward.
Grief.
Insomnia.
Too much coffee.
Not poverty.
Not instability.
“What kind of problems?” I asked.
Ethan stared at the grass.
That hurt more than anything Vanessa had done.
“I said you had a hard time.”
“And?”
“That you could be…”
He stopped.
“What?”
“Overwhelming.”
The word entered me slowly.
I had driven him to every soccer practice until he was sixteen.
Worked mornings at Kroger and evenings doing bookkeeping from home so we could keep the mortgage after Robert’s contracting business collapsed during the recession.
Paid community-college tuition before Ethan transferred to Vanderbilt.
Kept every report card.
Never entered his apartment without knocking after he became an adult.
Apparently I was overwhelming.
Vanessa said:
“You also said she didn't approve of us.”
“I had never met you.”
Ethan looked at Vanessa.
“I was trying to simplify things.”
There it was.
A phrase every liar loves.
Simplify.
I picked up my grocery tote.
Water dripped from it.
“What is in that bag?” Patricia demanded.
I looked at her.
“Not your silver.”
Then I walked toward the gate.
Ethan followed.
“Mom, wait.”
I stopped without turning.
“Did you invite me today?”
Silence.
He had.
A week earlier.
He told me:
“Come around three. Don't worry about dressing up. Vanessa wants things relaxed.”
I had specifically asked whether he wanted me there.
He said yes.
“Did you put my name on the guest list?”
“No.”
“Why?”
“Because Vanessa—”
“No.”
I turned.
“Why did you not put my name on the list?”
He looked toward his fiancée.
Then back at me.
“I was going to introduce you privately first.”
“When?”
“Before the ceremony started.”
“There is no ceremony.”
He had no answer.
The engagement party continued behind us in stunned silence.
I said:
“You were hoping I'd come late enough that you could manage me.”
His eyes filled.
“Mom, please.”
I held up the grocery tote.
“You know what this is?”
He nodded.
“Grandma's spoon.”
“Yes.”
I had brought it because Robert’s mother gave it to me on our wedding day.
I wanted Vanessa to have something from Ethan's family.
A family she had apparently been told barely existed.
I took the wrapped box out.
Placed it in Ethan's hands.
Then I took my phone.
The video was still running.
I stopped it.
Ethan looked at the screen.
“Did you record everything?”
“Enough.”
Vanessa went pale behind him.
I slipped the phone into my pocket.
“I’m going home.”
Ethan whispered:
“Please don't post that.”
I stared at my son.
I hadn't mentioned posting anything.
And in that instant, I learned exactly what frightened him most.
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