Chapter 4

By dawn, I had a plan.
It wasn’t a perfect plan. It was built on terror, shock, and one grim certainty: if Edgar and Kristina realized I suspected them, I would never be left alone with the truth again.
So I became careful.
I came downstairs late, pale and quiet, and played the role they had already written for me.
Kristina was arranging flowers in the breakfast room. Edgar stood at the coffee machine reading emails.
They both looked up when I entered.
“How did you sleep?” Kristina asked.
“Not well,” I said honestly.
Edgar came forward. “Maybe you should take a few days somewhere. The shore house, maybe.”
Out of the main house. Out of reach of staff. Away from any routine or witness who might notice if something happened again.
“No,” I said. “I don’t want to be alone.”
I saw it hit him.
Just a flicker.
Then gone.
“Of course,” he said.
I sat at the table and wrapped both hands around a cup of tea I had no intention of drinking.
Kristina studied me. “Do you remember exactly what you saw yesterday?”
I let my eyes drift, as if embarrassment had weakened me.
“Two snakes.”
“You’re certain?”
I looked up.
“Are you asking whether I know what a snake looks like?”
She smiled faintly. “I’m asking because migraines can distort perception.”
I almost admired her.
Almost.
A direct accusation would have been easier to fight. Gaslighting dressed as concern was slipperier. It put the burden on me to defend my own senses.
I lowered my gaze again. “I know what I saw.”
Edgar sat beside me, not touching. “Nobody is saying otherwise.”
Yes, they were.
He checked his watch. “I have to go into the city later, but I can move things if you need me home.”
“I’m fine.”
“I don’t think you are.”
It would have sounded loving to anyone listening from the doorway.
That morning, after Edgar left for his office and Kristina retreated to her upstairs sitting room, I found Alma polishing silver in the pantry.
She startled when she saw me.
“Mrs. Langley.”
“Alma,” I said softly, “did you see anything yesterday?”
Her eyes flicked toward the hall. “About the snakes?”
“Yes.”
She hesitated so long I thought she might refuse.
Then, in a whisper, she said, “I saw Mrs. Kristina come from your room wearing gardening gloves. She carried a cloth sack.”
My heartbeat thudded in my ears.
“Why didn’t you say that?”
Her expression broke. “Because your husband told me the house was in enough chaos and I should not invent things.”
Invent things.
The phrase made me cold.
“Did anyone else see her?”
“I don’t know. But Mr. Daniel from maintenance was upstairs. He left early.”
I absorbed that.
Maintenance. A cloth sack. Gloves.
“Alma,” I said, “I need you to do something difficult. I need you to remember everything. Every time she came near my room. Every time Mr. Edgar asked you what you saw.”
Her eyes widened.
“Are you in danger?”
The truth hung there between us.
“Yes,” I said.
At noon, I called the one person Kristina hated because she couldn’t charm her: Camille Rainer, my old law-school classmate and now a partner at a white-collar litigation firm in Manhattan.
We hadn’t spoken in two months.
She answered on the second ring.
“Nora?”
“I need help,” I said.
There was a pause.
Then Camille’s voice changed. “Tell me where you are, and tell me if you can speak freely.”
I went outside to the far end of the garden and stood beneath the arbor roses while bees worked the air around me.
“My mother-in-law put two rattlesnakes in my bed,” I said.
Most people would have asked if I had hit my head.
Camille only asked, “Does your husband know?”
“Yes.”
“Is he protecting you?”
“No.”
A longer silence.
Then: “I’m coming.”
I looked back at the house with its white columns and expensive windows.
For the first time since the doctor had told me about the pregnancy, I touched my abdomen.
There was almost nothing there yet. No visible sign. No protective curve. Just a secret heartbeat I hadn’t even heard.
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And a feeling so sharp it almost split me open.
If Kristina found out, the snakes would not be the last attempt.