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CHAPTER 3

CHAPTER 3

The test was never supposed to happen.

That was the part Claire kept repeating later.

As if betrayal became less real when it was not planned.

It started with a school project.

Oliver’s kindergarten class made family trees with paper leaves and glue sticks. He came home excited, asking about grandparents, eye color, baby pictures, and why he had dimples when I did not.

That night, after he went to bed, I searched through old hospital photos for his newborn picture.

I found something else.

A message printed from Claire’s old email account, tucked inside the back of a photo album.

I did not go looking for it.

I wish I had.

Maybe then I could have felt less foolish.

The message was from a man named Eric Voss.

I know he isn’t mine to claim. But I think about him every day.

The date was six weeks after Oliver was born.

I sat on the edge of our bed and read it until the words stopped looking like language.

Eric Voss.

I knew the name.

Claire’s old coworker.

A man she once described as “harmless” when I noticed him looking at her too long at a company Christmas party.

I confronted her that night.

She denied it so quickly that I almost believed her.

Then she cried.

Then she said Eric had been obsessed with her.

Then she said the message meant nothing.

Then she said I was scaring her.

That last part worked.

It always had.

I backed off.

But doubt, once born, does not die politely.

It sat beside me at breakfast.

It stood in Oliver’s doorway when I watched him sleep.

It whispered when people said he had Claire’s eyes and no one mentioned mine.

Two weeks later, I ordered the DNA test.

I hated myself when I swabbed Oliver’s cheek while he laughed and asked if we were doing science.

“Yes,” I said.

My voice broke.

“Just science.”

When the envelope arrived, I left it unopened on my desk for four hours.

I knew that once I read it, there would be a before and an after.

But the truth does not become kinder because you make it wait.

So I opened it.

And five years of bedtime stories, scraped knees, birthday candles, fever nights, and tiny hands reaching for mine all stood on trial because of one line of ink.

Claire found me in the living room with the paper in my hand.

She did not ask what it said.

May you like

She only covered her mouth.

That was how I knew.

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