Chapter 14 - THE LAST CHOICE WAS ELLEN’S
Months later, Michael asked to speak with his mother.
Not through me.
Not Allison.
Not an attorney.
Ellen said no.
A month passed.
He asked again.
She said no.
Then Christmas approached.
Michael sent a third request.
This time Ellen brought the message to me.
“What do you think?”
“I think it's your decision.”
She almost smiled.
“You hate saying that.”
“I’m improving.”
She sat beside me on the sofa.
“I miss him.”
“I know.”
“I hate him sometimes.”
“I know.”
“That's terrible.”
“No.”
She looked at me.
“I keep remembering him at six years old, sleeping with that stupid plastic dinosaur.”
“The green one.”
“He called it Albert.”
“I remember.”
Then she looked toward the Christmas tree.
“And then I remember him holding my arm while Cassandra stood in front of me.”
Both Michaels existed.
That was the problem with family betrayal.
The person who harms you does not arrive as a stranger.
They arrive carrying thirty years of birthdays.
Hospital visits.
Inside jokes.
First days of school.
Funerals.
Love.
“What if I forgive him too easily?” Ellen asked.
“Then set boundaries.”
“What if I never forgive him?”
“Then don't lie about that either.”
She studied me.
“You wanted to ruin them.”
“Yes.”
There.
I had.
For several days after seeing the footage, I fantasized about it.
Michael fired.
Cassandra humiliated.
Money cut off.
Doors locked.
Everyone who had hurt Ellen stripped of everything they valued.
Then attorneys and reality interfered.
Thank God.
Revenge would have made me another person using power to avoid grief.
“What changed?” Ellen asked.
“You.”
She frowned.
“You didn't want revenge.”
“I wanted them accountable.”
“That's different.”
“Yes.”
Ellen eventually agreed to meet Michael.
Public restaurant.
Daytime.
One hour.
No Cassandra.
No money discussion.
No requests.
If Michael violated any boundary, she would leave.
She told him those conditions in writing.
He accepted all of them.
At the restaurant, I sat three blocks away in a coffee shop because Ellen wanted independence but not isolation.
Fifty-eight minutes later, she called.
“Can you pick me up?”
I did.
Her eyes were red.
“How was it?”
“Awful.”
“Do you regret going?”
“No.”
“What did he say?”
“He apologized.”
“Properly?”
“Mostly.”
That was Ellen.
“What now?”
She looked out the window.
“I told him I can't be his mother the way I used to be.”
My chest tightened.
“What does that mean?”
“I don't know yet.”
That was the final difficult choice.
Not whether Michael deserved punishment.
Whether Ellen could build a new relationship with a son she still loved but no longer trusted.
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No court could decide that.
No security footage could answer it.
